Why is it hard to know this heart? Estranged from who I am And who, who was I before I lost myself? And I try to; I desire to know who I am And I fight to; find it though to be myself And all those words I didn't say The dreams I had or have today And pain I feared and faced and went away The things I've done The games I played Made me to what I am Why it is hard to know my goals? Estranged from what I want I know I was strong before I lost myself See my true colours Feel my true heart The one I lost This is my face These are my eyes My world, my life! And all things I didn't do The dreams I had or have today And pain I feared and faced; they went astray ...

I need someone to blame! Feel contempt and betrayed, I am losing myself, my disdain takes control Being useless is worst, I can't do shit! Seeing your pain It kills me Losing you now, I'm provoked Useless I stand on the side I would take your pain if I could Is it God or the world, is there someone to blame? Is it fate or bad luck, who is failing you now? Infuriating how I'm forced to remain calm Disdain!!! Your pain became like hell to me Your death; sad way to set you free Disdained Aggravation before acceptance Scorn and hatred; a natural defence Deepest misery before salvation Godless suffering before redemption Now my nightmare's proclaimed I've found...

My eyes stay shut My mouth won't speak anymore Feel, that's all that I do Hear, all I have left I pray, if it helps, in my silence; end my pain please Crawl into my skin See into my hell (live without a life) My heart won't love anymore It beats the time away Stop, that's all that I ask Free my tortured body Slip gracefully into my death, my salvation Crawl into my skin See into my hell (live without a life) My heart won't give in Machines keep me here (crawl into my pain) A shade of myself A human disgrace Please let me go Tubes The sound of machines They talk about me More pain, needles sting I slide away A white light's piercing my skull, The nurses wipe...

[Patient:] Let me go Say all your goodbyes Accept my death (as I did) Inevitable for all life [Mother:] No! I can't! This comes way too soon! How can I let go of you now? [Patient:] Goodbye, I'm free now! Don't grieve! I'm gone, let me go! My death meant peace to me! [Patient:] Let me go But keep me alive Within your heart (memories) And promise me that I'll remain [Mother:] In my very soul you'll live on, Even when I let go you're still there A piece of myself will die with you, but let go, end your pain [Patient:] Feel no grief Embrace salvation My pain is gone While yours goes on (just began) But live your life (for me too) Goodbye, I'm free now! ...

Ah... Oo... This is the way I always dreamed it would be The way that it is, oh When you are holding me I never had a love of my own Maybe that's why when we're all alone I can hear music I can hear music The sound of the city baby Seems to disappear, oh when I can hear music Sweet sweet music Whenever you touch me baby Whenever you're near Loving you It keeps me satisfied And I can't explain, oh no The way I'm feeling inside You look at me, we kiss and then I close my eyes and here it comes again I can hear music I can hear music The sound of the city baby Seems to disappear, oh when I can hear music Sweet sweet music Whenever you touch me baby Whenever...

If you can't sleep, I'll be there in your dreams I'll be there in your dreams If you can't sleep at all And in your dreams, I'll touch your cheek And lay my head on your shoulder Goodbye, shadows Goodbye, shadows If you're far away, if you can't see my face If the world is cold, but the sun shines the same Shut your eyes, there are bluer skies For you're embraced in my heart Goodbye, shadows Goodbye, shadows

Looking for a letter Trace it in the sand Nothing was lost on the way I couldn't stay, holding your hand Hours on the sidewalk Staring at the sun Everyone is wasting away, wasting the day, jumping the gun I know it all comes full circle It all comes crashing down on you I'm gonna make it, make it better I'm gonna get the best and lock it up and swallow the key Hide it in your heart, chase it till the morning Sunlight is lost in your eyes You never tried facing the sting Walking all in circles, take it all in stride Faces are not what they seem, I always dream, lost in the tide Hide it in your heart, chase it till the morning Sunlight is lost in your eyes You never tried...

It's hard to be ignored When I look at you, you look so bored My baby, my darling, I've been takin' a beating Well, all right (Well, all right) It's okay (It's okay) We all get the slip sometimes every day I'll just keep it to myself In the sun In the sun It's hard to take the blame When I look at you, you're so ashamed My baby, my darling, I've been thinkin' of leaving Well, all right (Well, all right) It's okay (It's okay) We all get the slip sometimes every day I'll just keep it to myself In the sun In the sun Well, all right (Well, all right) It's okay (It's okay) We all feel ashamed sometimes every day I'll just keep it to myself In the sun In the sun

I should have known better with a guy like you That I would love everything that you do, and I do Hey hey hey, and I do Whoa whoa, I never realized what a kiss could be This could only happen to me Can't you see, can't you see? That when I tell you that I love you, oh You're gonna say you love me too Oh oh, and when I ask you to be mine, You're gonna say you love me too Whoa whoa, I, never realized what a kiss could be This could only happen to me Can't you see, cant' you see? Oh That when I tell you that I love you, oh (Oh) You're gonna say you love me too (Oh) Oh, and when I ask you to be mine, You're gonna say you love me too You love me too You love me...

I thought I saw your face today But I just turned my face away Your face against the trees But I just see the memories As they come As they come And I couldn't help but fall in love again No, I couldn't help but fall in love again I saw it glitter as I grew And loved it why I never knew I thought this place was heaven sent But now it's just a monument In my mind In my mind And I couldn't help but fall in love again No, I couldn't help but fall in love again The cars and freeways implore me to stay away Out of this place My mother said just keep your head And play it as it lays The cars and freeways implore me to stay away Out of this place My mother said just...

I was takin' a walk When I saw you pass by I thought I saw you lookin' my way So I thought I'd give you a try When I saw you smile I saw a dream come true So I asked you, maybe, baby whatcha gonna do? 'Cause I have been waitin' for a long long time For a boy like you I won't be waitin' anymore cause I know: Baby! Baby! I was made for you I was takin' a walk When I saw you pass by I thought I saw you lookin' my way So I thought I'd give you a try When I saw you smile I saw a dream come true So I asked you, maybe, baby whatcha gonna do? 'Cause I have been waitin' for a long long time For a boy like you I won't be waitin' anymore cause I know: Baby!...

Who you tryin' to get crazy with ese? Don't you know I'm loco? To da one on da flamboyant tempa I just toss that ham on the fryin pan Like spam It's done when I come in slam Damn, I feel like the son of sam Don't make me wrek shit Hectic next to the chair Got me goin' like general electric Errr The lights are blinkin' I'm thinkin' It's all over when go out drinkin' OH makin' my mind slow, That's why I don't fuck with the big four-oh Bro, I got ta' maintain Cuz a nigga like me is goin; insane Chorus: Insane in da membrane Insane in da brain! Insane in the membrane Insane in the brain! Insane in the membrane Fred's insane, got no brain! Insane in the membrane Insane...

I used to build castles in the heavens above I used to believe that they’ll turning to love But now I know better it takes more than that for the truth in your eyes For the joy then I’m feeling I'll give everything that I am ‘Cause a love like this is hard to find to the point I almost lost my mind And a love like this is all I need Now I know I was dreaming before I’m not dreaming anymore I used to be careless I used to get hurts Drag my emotions and I hurt through to the dirts Now I know better and skies they have hills For the way that you trust me for your beautiful smile I'll give everything that I am ‘Cause a love like this is hard to find ...

I saw you yesterday and I heard what you had to say all those ugly ways you think about me, yeah. But I know it's okay Gonna keep this smile on my face, hey don't change the way I feel about my inner being. 'Cause I won't let 'em dim my light, and I'm holding my head up high, even though my exterior is not impeccable to you, I don't know if my rose is right, but I'm gonna keep living my life to fame, my name. And darling, I don't care what they say 'bout me. Imperfect; that's all that I'll ever be; and god knows that's alright with me, 'Cause I know there's no one greater and everybody's imperfect, when you tryna live in harmony, but the song of life is out...

I wanna be bad (bad) (2X) Boom! I wanna be bad I wanna be bad, I wanna be bad, so bad bad I got all, all these stars, running through my head Dont wanna talk wanna rush, you watch me instead If you pushin up on me, pop that personality (yeah) For once I wanna be that I dont care chick Chorus: Its not about you (its not about you), Or its not about me (its not about me) How about that lap dance I got cash Im spending I wanna be bad Boy its getting hot hot, take me to the top (top) I can feel you rockin Bounce it, go boom I wanna be bad (4X) Im a put you on tonight, I m gonna be bad Go ahead set it off, I wanna be bad Gonna be bad (bad) I know you like, like...